Babblings

I had to go out today, even though I desperately didn't want to. The reason I had to go out was kind of dumb, but it just goes to show you to what extent I will go to, to make sure my kids are comfortable. Well in this case kid singular. I went out for fabric scissors. Now, for anyone that knows me is probably going, "Whaaat?". I picked up a few yards of fleece yesterday to create a stay dry barrier in Kaylee's cloth diapers, because since getting over this cold she's gotten a bit of a rash. One that we are desperately trying to clear up, and the best way to do that is to keep the wetness off her skin. So I figured I'd make some homemade fleece liners, well this was a learning experience because I went to cut the fabric with the kitchen scissors, yeah, the kitchen scissors SUCK! It looked like a wolverine had chewed on the edges of the fabric. So off to the fabric store this morning I went in search for a less sucky pair of scissors. 

On my way to the fabric store I was again filled with rage and people inability to pay attention to the road. Now, I'm not one to go pointing fingers. I too am guilty of the occasional phone call while driving and trying to keep the kids in line. I don't however almost hit multiple people while attempting to multitask. I think the biggest thing that pisses me off, is that if you know you can't multitask THEN DON'T DO IT! The only thing that is going to result is people getting hurt, or even worse killed. 


Completely unrelated to my stupid people rant there, I'm tired of being fat. My wonderful husband says he can't tell I'm gaining weight again... honestly I think he's saying that so my feelings don't get hurt. I NEED to lose 15lbs. It's part of the reason I have trouble breathing more often. It's probably related to my decreased sex drive, and I know it stops my clothes from fitting me. So starting Monday, I'm done playing around. This weight is coming off, and that's that. That being said, I don't have a specific plan. I will calorie count again. Veggies and lean protein are going to make up the majority of my diet. Fruits (in limited quantities). Part of my problem right now, is I like beer. So I guess, less beer, less pasta and rice (which I love). Most important of all, more exercise. 


I can't seem to focus tonight. I have so much to do, but getting my mind to stay involved with one thing tonight just isn't working. This is going to cause me problems tomorrow and Saturday as that is all that I have left to finish this paper and final exam.


 I guess I better quit talking about it and get to it.